Holiday busy things?

I have yet to even go near my storage closet for my holiday decorations. It's so cold now, I have little motivation to spend a second outside to the closet or hang decorations to do so.

Got chicken in the marinade for dinner tonight (since I didn't have time for it last night). I'm very tired after getting home so late, and then working today.

This coming weekend will be the first weekend in the last four weeks I'll be in Tucson. I already have done some holiday shopping, but will try and do some of that this weekend.

Then what else do I want to do besides try and rest and recover - go see the "Nutcracker" this weekend.

*sigh* At this rate, the holidays will be over tomorrow and I'll miss it.

At least boyfriend and I will spend Christmas with our matchmakers, then go see my mom for her birthday on the 27th. Don't know if we'll get to spend New Year's together though (at this rate we'll be too tired to care!!)

Mr. Right??

The best way I can sum up my latest trip to San Diego to see my boyfriend is to say "wow"

It is definately much easier to fly to San Diego - except for the fact that there were many flight delays trying to get out of San Diego, I can't complain. But since it was a mad dash to the airport because of the "wow" factor, the 20 minute delay was a good thing.

Okay, I don't want to get too specific, but something happened Sunday night, and I got hurt because of it. It wasn't intentional, but it happened. And it brought a few tears to my eyes.

And boyfriend just (for lack of a better word), freaked out. He got upset, and shed more tears than I did. He was upset at letting the incident happen that hurt me. He then said he got so upset it was causing him a headache (can understand how that happens, and then knew he really wasn't faking it).

He really felt bad that he caused me pain (even if it wasn't intentional). I started to feel bad that I didn't try to hide the pain from him because he got so upset.

I was able to comfort him, made a few jokes to make him smile again. I also did tell him that I could fall in love with a guy so caring about my happiness (which is as close as I want to get to those three words until I hear it from him).

Then we looked at the clock, and made the mad dash to the airport. So I had to leave after an intense emotional episode, and we didn't even have time for a long kiss goodnight (because I thought the plane was going to leave in 15 minutes).

I did call him when I landed in Tucson, but he had already fallen asleep and didn't hear the phone. He did call me from work this AM to apologize for missing my call and to see how I was doing.

Besides the fact that I'm most likely falling in love with you, I'm fine.