Must rant.....ignore the flames
My rants are at Nutrisystem. Here's the "before" model as a size 10:
And here's the after as a size 4:
I had to come to reality because I lived high school as a size 6 by not eating. In retrospect, I was in denial that I had an eating problem, but now I can accept that. I tell myself that she's probably only 5'2", and a size 10 doesn't look as flattering than a person 5'11" as a size 10. When I had my last celiac flare, I dropped down to a size 6 (about 40 pounds), people told me that I didn't look healthy. For me being 5'11", I can try and accept that I can live healthy as a size 10.
But it still annoys me, because that little voice in my head will say "see, you can drop that much too". I can tell it to shut up, but I don't like having an outlet to say "told you so - drop the weight lard ass."