long distance worries

Maybe it's because I had zero amounts of caffeine.

Maybe it's because I could have used a second pair of hands to corral kitties this morning.

Maybe it's because I am making changes in my life like moving and trying to find a new job.

But I get so frustrated with the long distance part of my relationship. I had thoughts this morning of just ending it. What started this train of thought was during our IM chat last night, he said he had bought a case of gluten free beer for me. I could only think "well when am I going to be able to enjoy it?"

I haven't seen him in a month. I talked to him on the phone Sunday. I am lucky if I get to IM with him for an hour before he has to go to bed to get up at 4:30 the next morning.

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder.

I think the absence is making my heart grow harder.