Okay, back and better than ever! Instead of obsessing about every finite detail of my pain, this blog will discuss pain issues, but also general things in life.
I admit that this February was a hard time. I spent a lot of time thinking about how much time I've lost in the last 10 years because of my pain, and I can never get that back. Then I turned 29, and with no viable prospects for a serious committment, and the possibility of having a child seem as if it'll never happen. But then I eventually accepted it - I still would like a serious committment from a man, but I think I can live with spoiling my nephew and my best friends baby (due December!)
Okay, it hasn't been easy - they say nothing in life worth having isn't. I probably went though more hell than most, and I'M STILL HERE! I think I finally realized that, and am trying to move on. It is not easy when every morning you have a wake up call of face pain beating on the side of my head. But if I can get up, the pain will decrease, and I can move about and start my day.
So look for things to come, some more stories about surviving pain, about interesting things in Arizona, etc.
:) Jenn
I admit that this February was a hard time. I spent a lot of time thinking about how much time I've lost in the last 10 years because of my pain, and I can never get that back. Then I turned 29, and with no viable prospects for a serious committment, and the possibility of having a child seem as if it'll never happen. But then I eventually accepted it - I still would like a serious committment from a man, but I think I can live with spoiling my nephew and my best friends baby (due December!)
Okay, it hasn't been easy - they say nothing in life worth having isn't. I probably went though more hell than most, and I'M STILL HERE! I think I finally realized that, and am trying to move on. It is not easy when every morning you have a wake up call of face pain beating on the side of my head. But if I can get up, the pain will decrease, and I can move about and start my day.
So look for things to come, some more stories about surviving pain, about interesting things in Arizona, etc.
:) Jenn
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